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So this is not a year-end post
just updates on how I felt at the moment. I was just a bit shocked that
the year is almost over. Six days to go and it's already Christmas and
12 days to go before the coming of the new year. Year 2006 was a year
of trials and warm welcomes, this year was the year of faith and
letting go. (I will elaborate on my next post)
I will be attending a get-together party on the 28th (in short I'll be seeing new friends that are worthy to receive a token of my appreciation). This party will be after my long awaited company Christmas party (the day when our 13th month and bonus - I hope - would be released) I still wish they give it to me now wahahaha.
I
still need a new planner and gifts for my sisters, dad and mom. I'll be
giving away cakes for relatives and I was actually thinkin of giving
away sketchpads to friends (But i'm having second thoughts because I want a custom made one). I will be seeing my highschool friends that demands gift this Sunday. I was just lucky enough I got a few kiddie shirts for my godchildren
(awww -and most are my designs). If only people would just ask for a
big warm hug from me (That would be very rare though lols), it would be
easier I guess.
I haven't finished making my Christmas Cards and probably do a small calendar so that it would be more functional... (I hope to have everything printed after Christmas.
I need to finish the first chapter of the story I'm doing (It would be my old stories merged and probably refurnished in a better illustration with colors). I need to start over my Tarot Card series using my original characters
so that it may help me in the color keys and guide for future purposes.
So many people ask me to draw them something (I can't even keep track
of the requests). Sorry if I was a bit lazy and slow in doing art request - I was just busy and lazy when I'm at home.
I'm so bored I don't want to go to work anymore this month!!!
I need to buy new dvd's for the quick vacation break next week. I need a new bag! A preferably black-leather-big bag (almost
like something I saw in Guess the other day - but it costs too much
awww). I just saw a friend of mine carrying the bag I wanted 2 months
ago from GOLA (It really made me feel sad - because I didn't have the
chance to buy it... I was glad I bought my self a nice pair of shoes in
SM North's the Block. I'm glad I already have my flight to Davao booked as early as this month for my vacation in February 2008.
I'm very thankful that people still visit my sites... I thank you - the person who find my life interesting... I am always thankful to God for everything and hope to fill my passport with stamps from different agencies next year :D
Random-random-random (I'm missing so many people and places)
I need to get back to work... and I hope the broadband connection in our home be ok before Christmas...
"Taung dalawa lang natira! Kung sino pa yung nawala doon! You know what is good in leaving? Nalalaman mo who your real friends are. Yung iba pala acquaintance lang... " 18-Oct-2007 4:37pm
Sad but true. Not all the people you met and all the people you share your laughs and smiles with will be your "friends". Some people are just friendly - period. Some people just live for the moment and sometimes yesterday is not that important and memorable. Sometimes distance for some people erases everything...
I'm just glad some people stay... And I'm just glad true colors really shows through time... I just hope people appreciate the things and people that are there right in front of their eyes... Sometimes the best things are infront of you... we just don't see that the best things in life is within our reach.
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Turkey around the year 825. Your profession was that of a handicraftsman or mechanic.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life: You always liked to travel and to investigate. You could have been a detective or a spy.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: Your lesson is the development and expansion of your mental consciousness. Find a good teacher and spend a good part of your time and energy on learning from his wisdom.
Oh it's Monday again. I had a bit of a busy week. Saturday and Sunday just passed like a short wink. Friday was great I had a chance to see my college uber friends (the others) and had dinner with them then throw a few stories and chit-chats.
The Others dinner-dinerran : Mihai, Belle, Bhilog and ian had a short but meaningful dinner with chit-chatsand pictures just to prove that we missed each other already. We just came home early because of Marimar (lels). It was a plan that was supposed to be a dinner in Trinoma but - you know - we tend to compromise for the people we love whehehe...
Saturday was a big day for me :
Original Plan:
10:00am -12am
UP Diliman Komikon 2007
12:00nn -3:30pm
Ayala
Museum
(for my docent duties)
04:00pm -5pm
World
Trade
Center
(Interior Design Exhibition) and a short trip to MOA
7:00pm
Edwin's Bday celebration
Due to some factors (katamaran, katamaran and re scheduling)
This is what happened
instead:
8:00am-11:00am
Alias DVD Marathon with my sister
1:30pm-3:30pm
Komikon
4:00pm-5:00pm
Trinoma (The search for the grey pants)
7:00pm-11:00pm
Edwin's Bday celebration
KOMIKON 2007 : Was a great event - If I just had more money with me bwahahaahah. Mainit lang sa venue at andaming tao wohooo. Sad pero di ako nakabili ng aking ST. Tail DVD nagkulang ng stocks hays... (Calling all people na mayroon pahiram ako waaaa)
Saw Ane again and jini(plue) for the first time Saw je and ate micai (di ko naitanong kung nasaan si kuya argie) Saw deviant artist members and got my daMEAT ID :D
MC's bday : Fun fun fun - medyo mahiyain ako dito sa event na ito dahil sa first time ko makapunta kila Edwin . If not baka mas matagal kaming nagkantahan at kumain ng kumain aheheheheh. In fairness super nag-enjoy talaga ako sa pasta - andami kong nakain (Carbo alert)
Sino siya? Kilala natin siya. Magaling siyang pulis. Matapang na pulis... (and the tagalized song continues... actually hindi ko na matandaan yung ibang part). Isa ako sa mga batang napasaya ng Shaider. Magkatandem pa nga sila ng bioman noon. Si Alexis at Ani, silang dalawa ang nagpasaya sa atin nuong bata pa tayo... (read more)
If truly a fulfilling time to have an opportunity to watch something that you used to watch when you are still kids (Nostalgia....)
After watching it for half a day- I went to my room to write my text messages and watch Visionaries. (Yup I still keep a journal until now, medyo magastos na nga sa papel at ink pero ok naman. This is an old post from my blogsite and I think this will give you a hint of what I do in my free time.) the anatomy of my journal + ang notbuk ni ian smiley
Ayun before mag 12noon tulog na ako at narealize ko nalang na 7pm na ata or 8pm nung pagbaba ko sa living room wahahahah. Nakaktulong talaga sa aking pagpapahinga ang walang internet sa bahay.
Tinapos ko yung Visionaries na 13 episode lang naman that day at nanood ng He-man...
Kaninang umaga - upload ng pics at multiply harharhar...
*11. Destiny Adik* Eto yung mga naghihintay kay "Destiny" na gumawa ng paraan para pagtagpuin sila ng kanilang mga "partner in life".. ayannn... kakapanood nyo ng "Serendipity" eh feeling nyo ang nangyari sa movie eh mangyayari rin sa inyo... such a cliche.. hindi ba nyo alam na kung walang effort destiny is useless.
*10. Perfectionist/ Mapili* Yes, isang taong perpeksiyonista. Yung tipong "dapat ganito ang magiging kapartner ko". Pag may nakilala, nakita lang na pangit ang kuko o may dumi lang, turn-off na agad. O kaya ang daming ayaw. Ayaw sa mabait, boring daw, gusto bad boy/ pilya pero kapag pinaiyak ka tatanungin ka "bakit ang sama mo", "bakit mo nagawa yun!"... Adik ka ba?!... Ayaw sa cute, ayaw din naman sa panget. Meron dyan gusto ka ayaw mo naman.. yung gusto mo halos magtambling ka pero deadma pa rin yang stunts mO sa kanya! Pasaway ka rin e! Ano ba talaga kuya?
*9. Busy Busyhan* Opo, eto yung ang mundo e gumagalaw lang sa libro at ballpen kung estudyante ka o kaya naman sa computer at files kung office staff ka. Yung tipong aalis ng bahay ng alas 6 o alas 7 ng umaga at uuwi ng bahay ng 6 hanggang alas 8 ng gabi [baligtad naman para sa mga nag tratrabaho sa call center]. Sabay tulog na. Kapag sabado masaya na sila sa tv, sa pagkain na niluluto ni mama at sa linggo naman sisimba at maghahanda na ng kelangan para sa lunes hanggang byernes. Pssssst.. pause for a while naman!
*8. Friendship Theory* Ano naman ito?... Eto yung ang buhay ay kay bestfriend o kaya kay special friend, na hindi masabi-sabi sa friendship nya sa loob ng kanilang mahabang panahon na pagsasama, dahil baka daw maapektuhan ang pakikipagkaibigan at iwasan sya. Yung tipong pag may kasama si friendship na iba, nagseselos na wala naman sa lugar, pero syempre wag pahalata, kunyari happy sya for friendship. ABA ! Oi! Lakasan mo ang loob mo at baka mamaya forever mong pagsisihan yan, kaw rin!... Minsan pa naman pareho pala kayong naghihintayan. . hmmp!
*7. Born-to-be-one (Autistic)* Eto yung nasa palad na ang pagiging single daw. Walang reasons. Basta lang nabuhay sya sa mundo na mag-isa at feeling nya mamamatay sya sa mundong mag-isa. Kesyo magmamadre o magpapari na lang... Asa kang tatanggapin ka pa noh!
*6. Happy-go-lucky* Eto yung taong walang alam kundi kasiyahan at trippings. Kahit sino na lang basta no strings attached. For fun lang daw... Walang halong seryosohan. ABA hoy! Yang init ng katawan mo e ikiskis mo na lang sa pader. Makakahanap ka rin ng katapat mo!!!
*5. Wrong Place* May nakaranas na ba nito? Yung pakiramdam mo nasa ibang mundo ka. Yung ang nakakaharap mo e yung mga hindi mo gusto, yung mga hindi mo hinahanap. Alam mo yun? Halimbawa nasa ibang bansa ka, pero ang hinahanap mo e yung amoy ng nasa sariling bayan mo. O kaya naman e nasa sarili mong bayan ka, nasa normal na lipunan, pero ikaw ang abnormal at hindi mo kayang sabihin na abnormal din ang hanap mo kung ayaw mong ibitin ka nila ng patiwarik.
*4. Wrong Time* Eto yung mga tao na sinasabi na "hindi pa ako ready e, bata pa kasi ako" o kaya naman "hindi pa ako handa sa panahong ito", "wala pa ako kayang ipagmalaki". Yes meron pong ganyan. Yung feeling nila may tamang panahon para sa love. Awwwwwww!... Aba kelan yun?!... Pag uugod-ugod ka na at yung time mo e bitin na? O baka naman pag pang-out of time ka na? Oist, sugod lang ng sugod!
*3. Si Parents kasi...* Yes, factor din ang komyunidad na ginagalawan mo. Una, ayaw pa ni mader o pader na magkaron ka kahit 22 anyos ka na at kelangan umabot ka muna raw ng 40 bago magkaroon ng gf/bf. O kaya naman ikaw mismo! Takot sa sasabihin ni parents at ni kapitbahay na tsismosa sa magiging kasama mo. Aba ikaw na nga ba ang sabihan na "Alam mo hindi kayo bagay. Langit at lupa kayo." Awwwww!... Payo ko sayo, "Pakialam nila diba?... Palibhasa inggit!"
* 2. Traumatic Experience* Eto kalimitan ang reason ng marami. "Ayaw kona!!! Takot na ako mangyari pa ang nangyari dati!"... O diba, ang drama ng layp?... Yes, tama ka. Eto yung dahil sa past relationship mo, e until now aayaw mo nang magkaroon at sinumpa mo na ata ang magmahal. Dahil sa pinagpalit ka sa mas pangit, o kaya naman iniwan ka ng walang word na bye-bye, o dahil binugbog ka!, anopa ba?... Madami yan wag na nating isa-isahin at baka tumulo si tears, heheh... Gayunpaman, eto lang masasabi ko mga hija at hijo... Ibat-iba ang lasa ng pag-ibig. May mapait, may mapakla, may matamis at may maasim. Aba , mapalad ka at natikman mo ang ibat-ibang lasa nito! Kaya ikaw, "Do not be afraid to fall in love again... malay mo, sweetiness na ang malasahan mo next time.! E di panalo ka sa lotto! Yan ang nagpapalakas sayo... Yan ang bumubuhay sayo... ang pag-ibig. Tsk! Drama!
*1. EX to the Nth power* Oi, aminin!!! LOVE pa rin si Ex kahit 1 or 2 yrs na ang nakakalipas. May ganito naman. Yung tipong ilang taon na ang nakakalipas, hindi pa rin makalimutan si ex. Yung pinagsamahan, yung tawanan, yung iyakan, at lahat ng nangyari sa inyo nung kayo pa. Malungkot man at sa kung anumang kadahilanan, maganda man o masama ito, kelangan nyo ng magpaalam sa isa't-isa... YES, after a year sasabihin natin, "I'm over him/her na.", pero pag-usapan natin ang love at ang nangyari sa ating relastionship from the past, TADANNNNNNNNNNNNN, eto na, sya agad ang naalala mo. At habang nagkukwento ka, OUCH! may kirot, o kaya may ngiti at may bumabagabag sa iyong kalooban. Ano kaya yun?!... AMININ mo na kasi, MAHAL mo pa si EX...Isa lang ang masasabi ko, well, mahirap sya kalimutan alam ko yan, pero open your heart and makipagdate ka, lumabas ka, at try to entertain someone. Wag mo ikumpara si ex sa iba. At give urself a KITKAT, take a break.
noong 12/20/2007 11:29:40 am
. If not baka mas matagal kaming nagkantahan at kumain ng kumain aheheheheh. In fairness super nag-enjoy talaga ako sa pasta - andami kong nakain (Carbo alert)